1)I get sad when I write nice, decent paragraphs to people and they only give me one liners...it shows disinterest and makes me not want to talk to you anymore. Except that would be mean, so I still have to respond
2)I have always wanted to have in a car at night...as we make love in the car our temperature goes up and the car gets steamy and filled with our noises. Doesn't that sound good?
3)Stop promising me that'll you'll never forget me cause you always will. Stop saying you'll stand by me cause you won't. Stop trying to say if i leave it'll make a difference, that'll you'll be sad cause you know you won't. Don't give me empty promises in which my heart cracks and dies more. Stop making me more desperate than i am by giving me hope. Tell yourself, the person before you said the same thing before they left the same promise, the same speech, the same way they left. Stop feeding me hope and crushing it before it even blossoms cause my heart can't take it and soon, neither will I.
4. Getting stab really hurts...Just so much pain that I can't take no longer.
5). Thank you for being honest. I confess it makes me happy to be a player. *laughs sadly* Seok, you were my first love, ALWAYS being my best friend. I lost my feelings for you because I believed you loved Yongguk, when he left, I took responsibility to be your friend and substitute as him-- because don't lie, you liked him more than you realized. I love you, more than a friend but after the multiple leaves, I felt like I wasn't important to you anymore. Because you always leave in the end. Key, you have always been there for me, I enjoy spoiling you, what was so wrong with that? You made me at peace, you never brought up your problems to me, always consulting to your wall instead and I wanted you to trust me better. I rejected you because you don't deserve to be pulled in this drama. Ren, yeah, you just...how can I start with you? I loved you, alright? That's how I will start, but I felt like you wanted more-- at one point, you wanted Hamin, you seemed to have a crush on Mark-- you just were into so many people, I felt like I was just the man you was trying to hold onto like some dog. We can't be lovers anymore, it will only cause more problems and we have been going around in a ing circle and it needs to stop. Nagi, I was really looking forward to experiencing what it is like to be in love with someone who understands me. Who has my problems and can read my mind so easily...I felt like I was excited to start something with you. But I guess jealousy also got the better of us here too. This is how I feel, okay? Sorry for letting you all down.
6) I love you, and you, and you. That is all.
7) I think I should change my name to 'The Conversation Ender' because as soon as I say anything, everyone dies and then poof. No more conversation.
8) hurt again. false hopes. I always say "everything is fine" and "it's okay" and "don't worry about me" when actually it's the opposite~ I can't handle it anymore.
9)If you've already made a bad impression, I'm not going to want to RP with you. Just go away.
10)I'm quiet, but I see everything in front of me. I know when a friend is hurting, when he needs help the most. When he's breaking down in front of me, but still pulls through looking like the strongest, toughest person I first came to know. I envy that in him, his strength, his perseverance. We became friends from childish fights and meaningless arguments that did nothing but bring us closer. We were there for each other, when we found this thing called love… and now, seeing him weak and upset, over something I can't seem to understand, I can't help but hold back silent tears as well - but I can't cry. I shouldn't, for I have to be strong for him, so that he might open up to me once again. Like a Rubik's cube, he really is; so complicated at first, but when you solve it once, you always want to solve it again and again. You know you can solve it again, just like how I /know/ I can fix him again. Time is nothing when his existence is on the line. Please, don't leave me alone here. Let me fix you again, like I did silently countless of times before.