¬ Tomorrow

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Authorvantas
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I will be heading out early tonight ( or, knowing me, not realy )
to get up early tomorrow, to head to the hospital. I'm scared as living ,
and honestly? I have been on and off crying since yesterday.

No teenager wants to hear someone tell them to make sure
they have a will, and a parent because of what can go wrong.
This wouldn't usually bother me, because hospitals have to cover
their asses, and let you know things can happen.
She could have stopped there.
No, no; she decided to explain what could go wrong,
Then tell me the percentage of that happening is a lot
higher due to other medical problems I have.
I asked her bluntly; 'Is it possible I could really die from this?'
And her answer was, 'Sadly, yes. Your medical history puts
you at a higher risk, and I'm sorry, you're so young.'

I've basically been sitting, for the past 24+ hours,
letting my friends know I love them, but I might literally die.
I'm scared to death.

If I talk to you here, hell even if I don't;
I love 97% of the people I meet here,
And I'm more than happy with all of the
IC & OOC friendships, and relationships I've had,
and still have.

So, thank you. Everyone.
In the chance something does go wrong,
thank you for all of the happy you've
given me.
- Mark

Before you make a comment about me being dramatic,
I want you to think of how it would feel to be told you
might not survive surgery (:

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RoseKpopLover 7 years ago
I am praying for you and I love you so much. <3 I hope that everything will be okay.
tourmaline 7 years ago
I hope things go well for your surgery, love. I'm not even going to think about not seeing you again and hope positive thinking will lead to positive outcome. Good luck, and I'm looking forward to see you recover
3e2ac25995ac897cadd3 7 years ago
'everything will be okay in the end. if it's not okay, it's not the end.'
from the little we've spoken, i know you have a fantastic heart worth saving. i'll be thinking of you all day and night and can't wait for you to come back to us and tell stories of how brave you were! until then, good luck. ♡
quarter-life 7 years ago
I'm keeping you in my thoughts. I'm not religious, but I'm praying for your sake. Good luck!
Cuddle_Koala 7 years ago
Love you dear
-cuddles-
be strong
Everme29 7 years ago
I hope your surgery goes very well and I'm sure you'll be fine. Stay strong dear~
mamamooncake 7 years ago
Be s t r o n g
xtokibabyzx 7 years ago
I love you so much boo. I know we’ve had our ups and downs but know I’ll be praying for you and hoping your surgery goes well. I’m just so glad we got to resolve things from the past and can be friends right now because if something happened to you, I would’ve regret not fixing our problem. I love you so much <3 You’re gonna be fine so you better text me when you feel okay after surgery!
luciddreams 7 years ago
I love you so freaking much. I am going to pray for you, I will pray that everything goes well. You’ve been a really amazing friend to me, and I love you lots my precious lil bean <33 I’ll be praying for you, okay? Please try to stay strong.
johnnyboi 7 years ago
I hope everything goes well, babe. I wish there was more i could say-- but just know that i enjoyed every moment with you since the day we met. And i really hopw you make it through and come back to me.
Southchamp12 7 years ago
Mark
Good luck Yourgonna be okay
you will be in safe hands
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