I will be heading out early tonight ( or, knowing me, not realy )
to get up early tomorrow, to head to the hospital. I'm scared as living ,
and honestly? I have been on and off crying since yesterday.
No teenager wants to hear someone tell them to make sure
they have a will, and a parent because of what can go wrong.
This wouldn't usually bother me, because hospitals have to cover
their asses, and let you know things can happen.
She could have stopped there.
No, no; she decided to explain what could go wrong,
Then tell me the percentage of that happening is a lot
higher due to other medical problems I have.
I asked her bluntly; 'Is it possible I could really die from this?'
And her answer was, 'Sadly, yes. Your medical history puts
you at a higher risk, and I'm sorry, you're so young.'
I've basically been sitting, for the past 24+ hours,
letting my friends know I love them, but I might literally die.
I'm scared to death.
If I talk to you here, hell even if I don't;
I love 97% of the people I meet here,
And I'm more than happy with all of the
IC & OOC friendships, and relationships I've had,
and still have.
So, thank you. Everyone.
In the chance something does go wrong,
thank you for all of the happy you've
given me.
to get up early tomorrow, to head to the hospital. I'm scared as living ,
and honestly? I have been on and off crying since yesterday.
No teenager wants to hear someone tell them to make sure
they have a will, and a parent because of what can go wrong.
This wouldn't usually bother me, because hospitals have to cover
their asses, and let you know things can happen.
She could have stopped there.
No, no; she decided to explain what could go wrong,
Then tell me the percentage of that happening is a lot
higher due to other medical problems I have.
I asked her bluntly; 'Is it possible I could really die from this?'
And her answer was, 'Sadly, yes. Your medical history puts
you at a higher risk, and I'm sorry, you're so young.'
I've basically been sitting, for the past 24+ hours,
letting my friends know I love them, but I might literally die.
I'm scared to death.
If I talk to you here, hell even if I don't;
I love 97% of the people I meet here,
And I'm more than happy with all of the
IC & OOC friendships, and relationships I've had,
and still have.
So, thank you. Everyone.
In the chance something does go wrong,
thank you for all of the happy you've
given me.
- Mark
Before you make a comment about me being dramatic,
I want you to think of how it would feel to be told you
might not survive surgery (:
Before you make a comment about me being dramatic,
I want you to think of how it would feel to be told you
might not survive surgery (:
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