sayonara

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Authorkanyenot

Created Nov 8, 2017 20:47:42

im not sure if many people know my name anymore. or rather, what it used to be.
but as i sit here and dwell on the years i've spent on here, years i've dedicated too much to this site to the point i was missing out on a social life; i suddenly feel no connection to this place anymore. it wasn't gradual, it happened so suddenly i nearly dropped off the face of the earth. i was always one of those people who knew they were 'addicted' to whatever this place had to offer, so inside i knew i would never leave, but here i am ironically.

actually, i've already left. it's been a good month or so, and i doubt many have noticed--- because i haven't heard much. im too lazy and i dont care enough to go around to the rps im in and ask for hiatuses or even leave. im going to let nature take its course, other than this message. im not going to deactivate, because i never see the point in that LOL. and i'll probably log in here or there to see what's up. you may see me during school breaks or when im particularly lonely, but until then and around then, i will forget to log on like i have been.

shout out to everyone who's kept me grounded, who's irritated me, who's been my family, my lovers, even if you're not any more and would never wish to be. i'll miss you. i still remember our inside jokes, the pet names we'd call each other. the times i'd pour my heart out. the times you made me want to stab you virtually. at times i even felt a connection so strong i thought i was in love. y'all put me through a blender of emotions, scenarios, periods of time, and i can't thank you enough for it.

i don't use kkt anymore because that was mainly for people on rpr.
don't be afraid to ask for my phone number if you want to keep in touch.
im doing really well right now.
just got back from the capitol, i have my aspirations in check. i'll be going to new york in march. ya girl is winning awards and meeting senators, congressmen, diplomats--left and right.
honestly, rpr doesn't have a place in my mind right now.

- kanyenot, shuckle, ravinci, sekshi, jiminsicle, cathartic

my "legacy" is put on pause for now. but perhaps, not forever. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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babypie 6 years ago

i love ya
do you girl and i’ll see you whenever you’re free or feeling up to chatting

excavator 6 years ago

I’ll miss you.

excavator 6 years ago

I turned off blog notifications but-
I see. Congratulations Baby. I’m glad you’re okay.

realllllmino 6 years ago

i love yooou
hu gs your fes
i'm proud of yaaa too ; u ;

glizzy_mcguire 6 years ago

that ending so dramatic tho bae omg D:

Imma miss the le outta my shuckle

Stay littt and hopefully you stay in a good place

Linguini 6 years ago

Hey, we couldn't really talk much, but i still see you as a fun person, so kudos for that, i normally take people with a grain of salt. Okay, a whole salter.
But anyway, nice meeting you, Heechul really clicked with Minah, she would've gone places - just like you are doing now. Good luck, babe!! Mwah

levanter 6 years ago

i love you too, my little nala <3 ;;

SeHYUNG 6 years ago

It always hurts to see people leave, but I wish you the best and I'm glad that you're doing so well. I hope that you can accomplish all of the goals that you've set for yourself and I would scramble at the chance for the phone number, but my own phone is currently out of commission so I think I'll just settle for maybe sending it to me in PM for now- that is of course if you want to keep in touch.

huimang 6 years ago

i'm so happy to hear you're doing amazing things outside of rpr
and in a way i'm really proud(?) of you! i hope you continue to keep doing things
you love doing <3 that's the best thing of all.

also, thank you for being a friend and for role playing with me for the longest time.
you were the best and you will always be the best.

good luck to you in the future, babycakes. <3 i hope to hear awesome updates
like this in the future too!

stussified 6 years ago

i’m glad you’re doing well. and honestly, i knew you would go places from the moment we spoke. to condense our past relationships and previous connections to a mere paragraph seems underestimating, but it’s the best i can do...you’ve always been so high level with your words, your thoughts, and even your blogs—you’ve challenged me to think for myself and you have helped me grow as an individual, both here online and offline. you’ve been there to pick me back up when i doubted myself, and you never asked for much in return. what more can i say but a genuine and heavy handed, “thank you from the bottom of my heart, biscuit.” i’m not worried about you anymore, and i hope you’ll continue to soar. the world is your oyster. take care and best wishes