the snow series usernames.

so i gave this alot of thought, what should my final username be. snowstars? snowpeach? xuehuas (snowflake in chi)? or snowshake (idk why but um ). all my usernames are usually random bUt i thought it'd be nice to ik,, exolain these meanings behind my u/n.  it started off with snowlight, snowflower, snowsneke, snowchick,, and now snowtears. 

snowlight; reflection of light from snow; even when you feel hopeless, just like how snow can be cold and beautiful, theres always a ray of light.

snowflower; i didn't give much thought about this username, but to think of it, i think i did too. i wanted to tell myself i look strong. i am strong. like a flower that's stepped on winter, it'd grow back during spring. so will i. and that's how i adopted this username, to remind myself selflove. if uk sulwhasoo, a korean skincare brand, it means 'blooming as a beautiful snow blossoms on the skin'. it's applicable too, you don't buy skincares to impress others but yourself. not all flaws have to be concealed. you can enhance but never, conceal.

snowsneke; a #weewoo family thing. we used to change all of our uns to sneke smth. i think it taught me about blessings in disguise? people around us are snekes, but through these snekes, we learn alot. about geniune people. and cherish these people even more. shoutout to weewoo qtpie snekes and basically, the roleplay.

snowchick; uk me, i love snow. i love chicken. i wanted snowchicken, snowpingu, or maybe return to snowlight - but someone purposely had nothing btr to do but create accs with these usernames on the same day to prevent me to change to them. tsk, not that i don't know who's behind such petty acts but shall not be petty. so snowchick, it is. i wanted to be a little more adorable and happier with this username, guess i succeeded. jk.

finally, snowtears; 

google it up and it says, it is a person full of love. i got inspired by the recent bts mma's teaser ?? boys meet what ( w for euphoria, h for serendipity, a for epiphany and t for singularity ). t refers to tears, and it is the last letter of this 起承転結 — L O V E ? ? i guess it will always stick with me, to love myself, to love yourself. 

snowlight > snowflower > snowsneke > snowchick > snowtears

may my snow series usernames be meaningful to me, and may snow be always beautiful to all of you. happy winter, i'm excited for christmas already c;