I'm sorry.

Hey . . I know what you're thinking. Why sorry? Let me explain.

Three years ago, I started high school, a whole plan ahead of me. I knew what I wanted, I knew who I wanted to be.

I had really awesome friends around me.

I had it all- or at least I thought I did.

I fell into a state of mind where . . I didn't feel happy anymore, I lost my happiness.

Why? People told me what they really felt about me.

"Too clingy, ugly, pathetic, worthless, useless, an embarrassment, , . ." 

I only nodded my head and said "Ok."

I didn't mind, I could care less-

Or they thought that-

I became a mess, I belived them. I know I know- I shouldn't.

I can't help it though.

I pay the price now. 

Turns out I can't even tie a proper knot-

but I'll try.

I'm gonna try to get better

Really, I will.

So give me some time please-

I'll come back in a couple of days or a week-

But please- I need time.

I hope you understand.

-Danny.