I've been giving this a thought and think that time has finally arrived.
I learned a lot from this place, found friends which is why I won't just deactivate my account and don't even have the guts to get out of the remaining roleplays I still am in, but I can't lie and say that I'm as active as I once was.
I had as of lately some health issues and they did affect my thoughts, was hurt and did hurt back someone I did carry in my heart, but it wasn't probably ever meaning to last from how we both acted, so I just left their side when seeing what a rubbish I was doing and what I was becoming with it and for that I am sorry.
I also want to say sorry for anyone else I had ever hurt along my journey here, you all helped me grow up by making me think about my actions and attitude, for the people I lost contact over and a big thank you for the great moments, people and roleplays that not only gave me joy and helped me walk through some rough patches in life, but also showed me more developed ways to give replies, which did help evolve my writing skills.
In conclusion to my thoughts, I might be still lurking around, for the sake of memories, but that someday might have an end as well.
I don't really join roleplays anymore, since I have a tumblr indie roleplay account active and have no idea if I will ever return to this site fully.
That is a question I don't know how to answer.
Maybe I will after a good while;
Maybe I wont.
But until then:
I'll see you all around or you can be the one find me, if wanting to keep the contact.
-- Bella --
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