An Honest Statement About Myself

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Hello whomever is reading this, my name is Maribel. Yes, it's my true name, honest to God. I know most people would neverput their name out on the web like this, but i believe in order to be totally truthful I need to speak under my own name. Now I know some people will take this as being a useless blog or a cry for attention, but everyone has their own opinions so I'm not going to try and force anyone to understand. We all have our own thoughts and rights, that's it. Ever since I've joined rpr I've had a rocky time trying to find rpers that stick with me. I don't blame any of them for losing their muse or if our styles don't match up right. It happens. It just saddens me that I always seem to feel left out. I feel like everyone else on here can find someone to click with, whether I'm right or not, that's how it feels. Ive struggled for so long and I don't want to stop rping, but it gets tiring and disheartening when you get rejected time after time. Once again, it is no ones fault, but I just can't shake off that heavy and sad feeling. Is there something wrong with how I interact with others? Am I too dramatic? Too different? I don't know. I just know that I love to rp and I would love to have different people to rp with besides the one awesome person who's stuck by me. I love Yuri and I'm not afraid to say I want to rp it. It's how I feel inside. I'm sorry if I took up anyone's time or  if anyone feels offended or attacked. This is not for any specific person. Just how I feel. Thank you all for your time.

-Maribel

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4983dd8c2cc75a0ba148 2 years ago
I know this is four years late and it's 2022 right now, but I actually relate to it.

It's hard to find someone who has the same interest as you, I really do understand what you have been going through. I ed up things like that too for my entire life in RPR. For me in order for not let it happen, I decided to stop myself from joining public rps and just retire. Now I can only join rps where I can actually be with my friends as well as doing private/pm rps. Don't let it affect you too much because I'm on your side on this.
e77a4cdcc9a067ac4de7 6 years ago
it's a tough thing.it'ike searching for a grain of rice in vast desert.
you'll eventually find someone..
hologram 6 years ago
Wow, I feel the exact same way. I even keep taking breaks from here because of it but none of the breaks seem to change anything, nor does trying to copy and act like everyone else. I really don't know what it is either.
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