Dominant Roleplayer Need! (Don't Read if you can't handle triggering topics) (closed)

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Authorashflower
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Yep, Another Ad.  But hear me out-  I need this-  I'm actually really desperate for someone to play this role.  It's not going to be romance.  It may have been at first, but it's not romance.  I'm not going to glorify this relationship because I think it's romantic.  It's not.  It's an abusive relationship and it's not healthy.  

Be Warned, the plot will contain verbal, physical abuse, drug usage, alcohol usage, , and possibly other things that we can discuss if you have anything to add.
(also, sorry that it's so long, there's just a lot to cover)

 

My character is Jeonghan from Seventeen.  At the beginning of his college year, Jeonghan was bright.  Cheery and friendly, always greeting those with a smile and an optimistic outlook on life.  He's majoring in photography and has a wonderful life of friends and family.  As he enters Sophomore year, Jeonghan meets him.  He's everything Jeonghan was looking for.  Sweet, handsome, older by a year, dark, and brooding.  A beautiful dream for Jeonghan.  Oh, he falls heads over heels in love with him.  They talk and get to know each other for a few weeks or so, before he asks Jeonghan out on a date.  Which Jeonghan agrees with.  On a holiday, he takes Jeonghan all over the town, making that day the best day of Jeonghan's life.  The date leads them to the back of the school during dusk, where he and Jeonghan share their first kiss.  Then another.  Those kisses lead to another and Jeonghan ends up giving him his first time at the back of the college building.  They do it again.  Each date ending in .  Jeonghan couldn't be any happier.  He turns Jeonghan towards illegal substances, from alcohol and cigarettes, to weed and molly, Jeonghan slowly grows into them while his lover pours love and bliss into every bit of Jeonghan's soul.  Sooner or later, Jeonghan comes to terms and cuts off all connection with everyone except his boyfriend.  They spend days and nights on and off at each other's dorms.  Having in and out of the night and Jeonghan falling deeper into his love and lust for the man.  By this time, Jeonghan finds out that his lover was apart of one of the two fraternities.  Sigma Epsilon Tua.  He encourages Jeonghan into pledging into the fraternity.   Which Jeonghan manages to get into, just barely making it past the initiation.  From that point on, Jeonghan's boyfriend changes.  He starts to treat Jeonghan rougher.  Harsher.  Lashing out at Jeonghan and bringing him even deeper into the darkness.  Due to this, Jeonghan changes.  He becomes colder, emotionless, and much more distant while Jeonghan's boyfriend "loves" Jeonghan.  He knows it's not a healthy relationship.  But he stays in the relationship.  Scared of what he'll do.  No one knows this side of his boyfriend.  Jeonghan is terrified, he loves him but he's scared of him at the same time.  It continues like this.  In front of others, Jeonghan's boyfriend would play as the good guy.  Smiling, laughing and joking along with his friends and brothers at the fraternity.  But behind closed doors comes a different man.  Those cries from his room that you thought was Jeonghan screaming in pleasure?  No.  They were him crying out in pain.  Those bruises along Jeonghan's skin that you thought were either from the rough or from fights that he got into?  No, they were inflicted by the man they knew and loved.  As time went by, and the school year came to a nearing close.  Jeonghan accidentally runs over someone with his car on an empty road.  Terrified, he runs to the only person he knew who could help, his boyfriend.  He doesn't hesitate and helps Jeonghan bury the body and wash the car off of any blood or damaged materials.  That night, Jeonghan was beaten.  To the near point of death where he was "in bed, sick with a horrible flu" for a near three weeks, just barely making it to pass his Sophomore year.  From that point on, Jeonghan learned to fear the man.  He even during broken bones, he let the man do as he pleased to him.  Leaving the secrets and red string of fate tied between them.  But, there's times where Jeonghan forgets how much of a monster this man is.  Those rare moments where he cradles Jeonghan in his arms and apologizes for the things he'd done, telling Jeonghan that he would change.  Those rare moments where he'd gift him presents and flowers after an especially rough night.  Those rare moments where Jeonghan falls in love with him all over again.  

 

Who you will be playing? 

You'll be playing as Jeonghan's boyfriend.  The man the Fraternity has grown to love and adore while his very own boyfriend fears him.  

  • Must be either a Junior or Senior in the RP
  • Can be international
  • Sadistic.  Very, very sadistic.  Even to the point where Jeonghan has now come to love pain for you. 
  • No one should know of your abusive side.  You know that Jeonghan wants to leave the relationship but can't because he's scared.  You often use this to your advantage. 
  • Surprisingly, despite you being a jerk, you still honor Jeonghan's decisions to not have with you whenever you ask him.

AGAIN.  I AM NOT GLORIFYING THIS RELATIONSHIP.  IT'S A STORY, AN ASPECT TO MY CHARACTER'S AND YOUR CHARACTER'S BACKGROUND.  

 

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sparklygayassglitter 6 years ago
Welp.
There are already people interested to do this with you but I just couldn’t resist after reading what you’ve come up with so if you’re still down, you can hmu. I do 3rd pov only para, multipara to novella depending on my muse and whether or not I’m mirroring. I reply pretty slow but I make sure not a single one of my replies are half . You can take a look at my muse list on my profile too if you’re interested give see who I play most. Anyway, great plot!
ascend 6 years ago
yikes
if you’re gonna get bashed
i guess i’m getting bashed with you
cause i’m up for this
if you need someone to rp with you—
i_wonder 6 years ago
I
love
this
ashflower [A] 6 years ago
please don't bash me for wanting to rp this- I have never been so inspired until now- ;;
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