Friends

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Created Jul 9, 2013 00:51:37

I can't sleep worth crap .

I just feel all alone and it . It because when I think more about friends I realise I don't have any. Yeah I do have "friends" but they usually tell lies about me, lie to me, are douche bags, or we don't have much in common. The only thing I can call a friend are my online friends. But what happens when I need a shoulder to cry on, they won't be actually there. Even if I tell my problems to a online friend it doesn't help me one bit. I need to talk to them face to face. I need a person whom can hug me or a pat on the back to make me feel better . I don't tell anyone where I live my problems anymore because they abuse my trust . No one knows what I have been feeling lately and my god if they knew they would be speechless. I did a terrible thing a night ago . And I should have died . But I guess that will never ing happen now will it?

Lets just check pills off our death list now shall we?

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loner-- 11 years ago

*hugs you*
I know how you feel. People and it's not right that when we try to trust them they end up hurting us. I'm friendless too (outside of RPR) and while it does I'm positive things will get better. Just know that, even though we just started talking yesterday, I'm here if you ever need to vent okay? ^^ if you have a kakao or a line and you need to talk but I'm not online you can message me there anytime~ I'm always by my phone so I'll reply quicker that way then on here anyway /bricked because I'm a fail

xicewolf 11 years ago

*huggles you close*
it really does that none of us can truly be there to hold you and let you cry on our shoulders when you need us the most....but we do as much as we can hun. you know we won't abuse your trust, right? <3 *kisses cheek* I......I really do like talking to you no-I love talking to you and I really wish you wouldn't have done that terrible thing, seeing as I have an idea of what you did. But that's not something I can control so I can't do anything about it. But please don't things like that....I know its hard and you feel alone and as though you have absolutely no one to turn too, but things still have a chance of getting better....

-your creepypasta buddy

-honestly 11 years ago

what happened ?
you can always talk to me!