ugh

this might be a bit longgg, someonee /points to self\ in desperate need of advice lmao

you ever had this guy you used to date in a rp like a long time ago, ( not even one rp but about two we ended up in ... our characters got together later on in them but anyway) you didnt break up on bad terms or anything but the rp closed and you ended up losing contact (but it was around the time i had to take a break from here anyway so maybe that was a good thing?) but recently since you came back, youve been joining a few rps to get back in the swing of things, and whatt do you even know! you ran into each other at one of the places you joined, you recognised him instanntly because surprisingly although he didnt change much he really stood out to me like before. and then his username was/still is the same so it all just made sense. but you talk in the rp /ooc more times then not, ugh dont get me started with his ic/ together. and you realized since you were gone.. a lot changed, not about him but around him. like the people he knows now and what not. and after a while of catching up and talking more... you start getting those crushy feelings for him again..even though its a chance he moved on and doesnt feel that way or maybe he does feel that way since we /kinda?/ have history? unfinished one at that? so basicalky you're wondering if he wants to continue that.

but uh yeah thats my way of kind of putting it in a way you guys will understand? but im just not sure what to do, i think we have a friendship since i came back but i dont want to ruin it with some stupid crush im growing on him or make him uncomfortable if he doesnt feel the same. even if i think "hey what if he feels like this too? " it doesnt make me go any further in getting to know because im kind of scared xc. ughhh smh