i wasn't going to do this originally, but i saw a number of people here who share the same thoughts as me. i don't know why that was so surprising, but i reckon it's because of the overwhelming negativity from people who make fun of the situation or talk about you without really caring about who you are. that's all i've seen online for the past year, so i never mentioned it, until now, i guess
i still haven't opened up to anyone. definitely not my family and neither my friends. no one knows how much your music effects my mood. no one knows how much i relate to your words. no one knows why i suddenly have to take short breaks from work. no one knows why i have to disappear from the room or cut off contact from friends on social media for days, even weeks without a word
no one knows of how i think of you whenever i look at the moon
"jonghyun looks so beautiful tonight"
you're beautiful. your heart is the most beautiful; so pure. you have so much love and only wish for good and peace in the world. i could literally list everything you did or said which impacted us, but it'd take ages. generally speaking, you overturned a political law, supported lgbt rights openly, was also open about your depression and helped others through their own tough times despite this, spread awareness about the isreal-palestine injustice, slandered misogynists / obvious and open feminist, understood and shared knowledge on the black lives matter movement and all of that isn't even going into details
everything you do amazes me
you're always on my mind. i miss you so much and i'm prepared to love you for eternity. i'll make sure you're always remembered, whether it's through your music, your comforting words or sharing how you made people smile. so many people love you and we'll only talk of your name in a way even strangers can come to respect everything you've achieved
the story you left behind, we will continue to write
you did well, jonghyun. you are my pride
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