merry christmas

 

Where do I even begin? You're a great person, you're an amazing roleplay partner, and you are almost infinitely patient with me. We have created so many great ships together as of late, and I love every single one of your characters (even the ones that haven't actually fallen for mine yet). Hell, you're the reason I have a straight muse again. Like a really strong straight muse. Which is bizarre considering why. That's also something I literally never thought would happen. And that's to say nothing of just the conversations we've had. I'm so grateful that you listen to me, that you're patient with me when I'm struggling, and that I can tell you almost any dumb thing on my mind. I hope you've had a Merry Christmas, and I hope the rest of your holidays go amazingly well too.

 

You're adorable, hon. I know that the holidays are rough for you, and some things have happened recently that I think have given us both some teachable moments. While we both go through tears, and we've both done some stupid things, I am happy to have you in my life. I hope that we continue to speak to each other for a long time, and I hope you know that I will be here if/when you need a shoulder. When the holidays are over, I'm looking forward to continuing with 2woo, and talking about whatever the future holds.

 

My rabbit buddy, my go-to coad friend, my Joonu boo. We've had some great times, too many to count here, honestly, and I know that there are more to come. I do wish I had more to give you on Christmas than a shout out in a blog post, but I'm also so lame that this is the only real "gift" I have to give. That and maybe I'll be a little nicer and not let YouTube just autoplay a hundred Joongi videos the next time we're watching together. I love you~

 

I don't know what to say, or really even where to go with this. I swear I'm more like lowkey fan than friend. But hey fans are good too, right? I really do need to stop being a chicken for more than like a day at a time. And I swear I haven't forgotten that we're supposed to talk about having a small thing but I legit have no idea where to start without sounding like a desperate/needy idiot. Either way, I hope that you have a great holiday season and all your wishes come true!

 

Ily bby. I know we tried a thing recently and it didn't exactly work out (I hate how emotional my muses get), but out of character? I love you. I wish you the best in all of your endeavors. I hope that you have enough time for all the things you want to do, and I hope that you know how much you're still loved. I'm still here any time you want to talk (I'm just, as always, a ty partner, lol). Merry Christmas, happy holidays, and all that jazz.

 

I saved your message for last, but you're certainly not least. We managed to reconnect almost by chance, and I'm so thankful that we did. You are a kind soul, and I hope that once the craziness of the holidays are over that we have a chance to talk more often again. However, I hope you have an amazing holiday season and that you get to be stress free soon. Hang in there!