I shouldn't even exist.

i miss him. i ing miss him.

i miss his embrace, his warmth when he puts his arm around me, the way he looks at me with those soft brown eyes, the way his plump lips touch my own when i lean in closer, the way he's taller than me that he has to look down just to kiss my forehead, the way his eyes crease when he laughs at the slightest jokes.

i miss him. i miss him so much. 

but i had to be stupid to let him go so easily.

now i'm facing everyday, with his presence, but never as near as i was when i was officially his.

i'm nothing but a foolish .