Where I've Been

Hi, everyone. 

I know I took a dip a while ago, I'm sorry. Prior to about a week ago, I was having a lot of issues with my depression, just not feeling motivated to do really anything other than go to work and let my boyfriend drag me out. However, in the last week, I have been grieving over the loss of my uncle. Unfortunately, he comitted suicide. This comes on the heels of another family member dying the same way not even two months ago, and this will be the third suicide of someone I know this year.

I'm struggling, I'll be honest. I'm better than I was, but at the same time I'm still sad. I still run to the back of my work and cry at random points of the day. I know I should have taken some time off, but I had to work. I needed to get back to life. As a result, I shut out everything else.

Disconnecting from RPR, social media, internet, I mean...I shut off the world, basically. Not healthy by any means, but a neccesary evil in the method of grief. I don't know if I want to jump right back into roleplaying with everyone, so if I choose not to respond right away, please understand.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.