PLEASE READ.

So...ummm... I want to apologize to some of the people I rp with. I've been off lately and I know I have. Here's why

I moved 3 1/2 months ago. My best friend (we've been besties since I was 6) hasn't spoken to me since before I moved and I have no clue why...

I only live 25-30 minutes from where I did before but none of my friends come to visit and they rarely talk to me anymore.

I went from seeing my significant other every day of the week to seeing him 3 days a week because our net is so ty he can't work from home so he has to stay at his parents' house to work.

I don't really know any of our new neighbors so I don't talk all that to them all that much.

I feel isolated as . And like no one wants to hang out or talk anymore...

Add ALL of this together and it's making my seasonal depression like 10 times worse this year than it usually is.

Then there's the fact that I feel like some of my rp partners don't want to rp with me anymore (whether it's on here or on other platforms).

The only ones I feel still do are RiddlesSkittles, MonstaExoZen, daeyumjae, blockbtob1a4men, qxeen_bxnny, rikanovaak, and saoras. And I feel bad because I know damn well my replies are lacking and ty as because of my depression. So, I apologize to all of you. I am trying it's just hard to focus right now.

The rest of the people I rp with, don't really reply much if at all. Some I feel like they don't want to rp with me anymore but don't have to nerve to tell me because they don't want to upset me.

So, please, the rest of you, tell me if you're just busy with school, busy with work, having personal/family issues that are keeping you away, or have lost muse for our couples.

DO NOT, HOWEVER, tell me you don't have time to rp or don't feel like it right now when I can see you rping with others on here. Because all that does it hurt me and make me feel like you don't want to rp with me anymore but can't or won't tell me straight up.

To the people listed above, I am going to take a few days to try to get my head together and do some other things to take my mind off all this . Please feel free to reply to our rps if you haven't and I will reply when I get back in a couple of days. You can message me on here, FB ( if we're friends there), and KKT (if we added each other there). I will try to get back to you when I can. MonstaExoZen, qxeen_bxnny, and saorsa, if you want my KKT pm me and I'll give it to you. 

I'm not leaving rpr, guys. I just need to get myself together so I need a few days. Thank you for understanding.  

Love you guys <3

Christi