Well, I have been joining some of the community. I thought it can help me to fill my boredom and help me improve my English.
But it didn't work like what I thought it would be.
1)Everytime I want to post a massage my hand was shaking. When I posted it,I will turn my phone off and open it again after a few minutes. I was scared to death.
2)It makes me felt small.I already feel like I doesn't belong there but seeing their pts and saw how active they talk to one another make me feel like a black sheep in a group of white one.
3)When I don't know what is going on.There have been there so much longer than me so they have their own friends.Even when I say "hello" it's make me felt like a thirt person between them.
I have a very low self esteem and that ia my problem. All of them are really kind and welcomed me. It's just my self esteem betrayed me T-T
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