i am The Big Sad

i gots no muse to rp much anymore, so im just lurkin around in the rps im in

and thats making me feel really guilty bc i owe replies and stuff

but i just cant bring myself to actually do anything about it

and idk im just real sad for lots of reasons

most of which i cant really put into words bc

i dont even know why im feelin like this

usually writing stuff out like this helps a little

but i guess this is that ~ advanced  ~ bc i been writing in my journal and i feel even worse now ??? yeth

go stream mx's jealousy