aight so, the site been feeling foreign to me for a while now, after talking to a few people i realized its not just me.
im tired of coming back to a place that used to be my home and now feels cold, people not wanting you anymore and all that blah blah blah .
im tired. its been the hardest period for me, i have a lot of struggles and problem in my rl, and man its awful dealing with extra pressure from this site.
like i said, the place that was once friendly, with people i loved, people that loved me in return, idk man times changed, bridges were burnt and so on, nothing to deep but it hurts. not stopping here tho-
ive been absent for 4-5 months then came back for like a month, opened a rp and tried to be as severe as possible bc i heard yall complaining in diff rps about admins not being fair, and what was the result? people were still unsatisfied. it took hours of work and it flopped because nobody gives a . i dont anymore as well. lesson learned, not making rps anymore.
many left the site and i gotta understand that. itll never be the same, accept and move on.
okay so the main purpose of this blog was: im going to take a hiatus or semi, idk yet. i want to contemplate over what i did wrong and focus on my rl life, ive got no nerves to deal with this virtual . im going to draft everything i have for now. idk how long itll be, maybe a week, a month, or a day. the healing process is diff for everybody you know.
being away ill try to come up with new layout ideas, rp ideas that ill slide to my friends and all that.
honestly, the more i grow up, i realize that we are not getting more mature, we are still the same kids from 2012, but this chapter needs to be closed.
find me on kkt, id: qyurie
ig: qyuries
special thanks to people ive been knowing for ages and are still there.
ill also prolly be in SANDBOX only bc im a coadmin, bc i promissed and i have responsibilities. thats it.
ok it got a lil long, but these are my feelings. im not dramatic, people do feel down sometimes. i used to be the most positive person lmao what happened? idk i got dragged into the mud.
peace.
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