not to be dramatic but

hi hi

so i was laying in bed and being all depressed and when nostalgia hit me harder than my toes against the couch.

yo what happened to rpr? a while ago I came back hoping to see a nice rp to join and be active (bold of me to assume when i dont even get time to rest), but anyway. once in a while I access the site to check on it and all, and everything changed drastically. If we all used to complain how places before were fast to die, then what about now? rps barely collect 60 favs then perish.

I was stalking here and there, my old rps, my friends' and my old rps and EVEN older rps. I recalled how once so many users came across with ideas how to make the site better, add useful features, like you know, we tried to contribute to the site in order to make it pop. I even remember us advertising rpr on aff Imao for promotion to bring new users, good times.

again, Im busy myself cause adult life, having kids, being married, buying a new car, a new house, starting a business (somebody probably fits the description but not me, im a loser), yet thinking about those times really just made me smile and rethink again my schedule and find time coming back on the site, at least for a little bit. Its been years, yearssssss of my teenager era that I spent here.

let's not forget the amount of people I met here (idk if yall left or just changed uns mfs), so many nice cracky people, then also those groups everyone wanted to be a part of, cliques, drama, and ofc the blogs LMAO those drag blogs, ngl ty this aight happening much lately. we grew out of that phase where we would be dramatic and call people out in public, with that being said, I came to my personal conclusion that most of us just grew out of the site.

I miss the place that it used to be with all my heart, I miss the people I ever lost cause of our petty asses and I miss us all being active and cracking dumb stupid jokes, id say I miss roleplaying itself cause I really do but only if I had the time and wasnt emotionally drained, but I actually miss the emotions and warmth this place used to bring. I miss how my mom used to stare at me when I was on rpr and laughed and smiled at my screen.