I need to tell you something.

I'm sorry.

I'm not going to go into great detail but for those of you that had to leave because of the way my friends and I handled the situation, I'm sorry. We did what we thought was best. We make mistakes, but we're human and its inevitable. The only thing we can do is ask for forgiveness and then learn from those mistakes. 

I've gained and lost friends on RPR, and it's done things to me. Left scars on me and I don't think I'll ever be able to trust as easily as I used to. 

To the people I've lost: I wish we could have ended things differently. I wish you would have told me the truth of how you were feeling. If you had, then maybe we would still be friends. I hope you're doing well.

I'm sincerely sorry to everyone and I think its time for me to take a break from rpr.

I've found families and lost them, continuously. I'm afraid the same thing will happen again, and that's why I need to take a break from rpr for at least a week. I need to differentiate the difference between roleplay and real life. Roleplaying is supposed to be fun and bring you to other places like books do, but when you start to be devoured by the emotions of your characters. That's when you need to take a step back and breath.

I'll see you all friday or possibly later. Thank you