my real name is krystal. and i've lived a life, no one would ever want to live. filled with pain everyday, i kept everything to myself. not telling any of them to my friends. not ranting it out to anyone. not hinting them to anyone. i spent my days like that. till i had enough, and left rpr for twitter roleplays. i continued doing that. not telling anyone about anything, hiding my feelings everyday. it hurts. it hurts so much, i just want to curl into a ball and cry daily. i hid my identity for a month on twitter. until someone found out its me. i spent months on twitter again, then came back. to have a new identity. as kirara. its pretty nice you know. having new identities, where no one knows you at all. even if you talk to your old friends and such, they would never know its you. because you have changed a whole lot, that not even your best friend could recognize you. the only thing that is still you is that the way on how you naturally behave.
i dreamt of having things i couldnt have, i dreamt of having things i could have. i dreamt of everything. i made wishes on everything, some were granted. some were not granted. but its alright. i dont really mind. what i really mind a whole lot about is how i behave. sometimes, i wonder why im like this. sometimes, i wonder why im not like this. sometimes, i wonder if theres another me out there.
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