i long to be me

my emo is present once again
my rational brain is broken
my heart is raptured once again
my stability was taken

taken by the sadness
that creeps 
along with this loneliness 
my smile was riped 

riped from my stable self
a facade to stable the soul
even tho that stability is a lie itself
o god if you exist, stable me

me that is a doll
pretty but empty
sadly the beauty
is dull

-iSEEu