Update and a plot bunny (TW: Mental Health...Stuff)

I'm not going to go into too much detail because no one knows, no one needs to know and, most importantly of all, no one really cares.

That being said, I just am in a special place. I'm not entirely sure how to put it but I'm just in a place. I have replies that I need to get to and, honestly, I still fully have my muse. It hasn't gone anywhere. It's just the motivation to actually like get the replies done. You know? I doubt that makes sense. I'm feeling all the creative juices and want to do a lot but my physical energy just kind of feels zapped lately. Not sure if that makes sense either.

I was actually going to really spell some stuff out or at least make it a little more clear as to what I'm going through but I'm sure you read the first sentence already. I don't have a ton of characters at the moment but I know I will be leaving at least one. The others I think I'm just going to put on hiatus for a while. Private rps I will work on the responses for, which is really just Kakao at this point. I'm probably going to try and put my focus on Kakao so if anyone wants to rp there, let me know.

Huh. That's an unintentional smooth transition but I have an idea for an rp. It got stuck in my head yesterday for some reason and it's just stuck today, too. It can be a one-time thing or as long-term as you want, up to you. I'd prefer doing it on Kakao, Line or Kik or somewhere else if I have it, just because it's easier for me to get to but we can discuss that. It's open to more than one person doing this plot with me. I'm just putting it out there.

The setting is based off of a universe my child and I have. (I say "my child" so easily at this point.)

Pairing: Do Kyungsoo x Park Chanyeol (I'll be Kyungsoo.)

Genre: Drama. Angst. Domestic/Slice of Life. Romance. Possible: , detailed or implied.

Backstory: Chanyeol and Kyungsoo are old college friends. They simply met through a mutual group of friends in high school and got to know each other that way. They ended up going to the same college and just began to hang out more around that time. Chanyeol's always been a very kind and considerate sunbae to Kyungsoo and Kyungsoo has always looked out for Chanyeol, especially when Chanyeol found out he was the father of the child a collegue had, the colleague being a girl they had gone to high school with. She'd blamed Chanyeol for never being there for her even though she never even mentioned that she was pregnant in the beginning. Kyungsoo has always helped take care of Chanyeol's son, Seungcheol, (A/N: Yes, Choi Seungcheol. S.Coups. Yes. That's the one.), even when Chanyeol had started dating Baekhyun, one of their fellow college buddies. Due to differences between him and Baekhyun, Kyungsoo had to back off of his friendship with Chanyeol. Years later, Chanyeol has gone through a bad divorce with Baekhyun and is now in an apartment with just him and his now teenage son, who is going through his own pretty serious relationship issues with his best friend, Jeonghan.

Currently: Kyungsoo and Chanyeol run into each other while Kyungsoo is helping his older brother move into the same building. From there, they started hanging out more and more and have had the opportunity to grow close again, to the point that Kyungsoo is coming over like he used to, cooking and cleaning for Chanyeol and Seungcheol and just simply taking care of them. Both Kyungsoo and Chanyeol can feel that there's something blooming, or at least trying to bloom, between the two of them but they're both worried about ruining their friendship. The thing is that the feelings are starting to get quite hard to ignore.

Notes: It's not set in stone what Chanyeol or Kyungsoo do for a living. Seungcheol, growing up and in the present, has been known to occasionally slip up and call Kyungsoo "dad/appa." Seungcheol is a high school student and Chanyeol is his full-time guardian and has full custody over his son. Seungcheol's mother has been out of the picture since Seungcheol was a toddler and Chanyeol doesn't bring her up, though, occasionally, Seungcheol does bring up Baekhyun but only when telling his father to be careful about dating again. If entails, whether suggested or detailed, they can both be verse switches but Kyungsoo is more of a top and, although he's not entirely dominant, he tends to be more dominant than Chanyeol.

...I think that's it. Thank you for reading all of this nonsense.

Thank you for taking the time to read this and, remember, no matter who you are or where you are, that you are loved and cherished and you are important. Have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening!