"Our minds are troubled by the emptiness"
I find it odd that I, as someone who thinks suicide and cutting is stupid and wrong...
actually thogut about it for a second...
and for a stupid reason at that...
I thought about how east it is to just esacpe it all and leave them feeling bad...
guilty that they let my feelings get that out of hand...
That they let me resort to something so rash and obsurd...
because it's the only thing we have control of in our naive age...
as teenagers... obvlivious to the world around us...
I'm not gonna do it..
I'm not stupid.
I hate pain...
But I'm scared I'll start to think like this again...
Because having nobody and being pushed aside do things to you...
well they do things to me anyway...
"Tell them I'm sorry... and that I feel wronged and regretful for getting up and standing for something that I thought should have been addressed with more reason."
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