rip in peace erigom

hi

lol

so i haven't been around in like two ??? months ???? yeah, must've been october since i didn't celebrate my bday (ye, i'm 19 now wooo)

so-- hh, i haven't been wanting to rp much. i got into a big fight with a friend and honestly, i have been forcing rpr onto myself for a while before. i have been trying to cling onto those glory days where i actually had the time and energy to deal with people on the internet ALAS that is not now. 

online uni has been kicking me in the (literally had a breakdown like an hour ago rip)

my family is VERY ANNOYING i hate living with them i just wanna go back to my tiny dorm 

i have been living vicariously through the sims and watching anime a LOT more. 

i've also been writing more fanfic :P

anyways

i don't think i'll be coming back to rpr AT LEAST until all this covid is over. but there is a possibility i just may never come back AT LEAST in the way i used to be here. i used to love rping and i used to love making characters and interacting with people

but i think it has really hindered my writing. i've always wanted to become either an actual author or write a lot of fics but honestly rpr and rping in general has kind of ruined my flow of writing. im currently trying to repair that. 

i'm sorry to the whopping TWO whole people my charas were dating. after this i will be writing to you two more indepth and where i want to go with this. so pls just wait. 

i dont think i'll come back to rpr in the way i used to. i think i'll just be staying in the one rp that i have been in steadily for the past 4 years. 

IF you guys want to talk to me, i'm available on twt and discord. im available on many other sites like ao3, aff, anilist (anime tracking website), and whatnot. but if u really wanna keep in touch then just pm me or whatever

and a little bit of a self promo BUT if you are interested in my future writing endevours, just ask. i am involving myself in more fic fests (they're all exo so if ur not into exo fanfics then... rip) so i will be posting more and hopefully ill be able to keep this up and actually become the fic author i want to be rip. my writing twt where you can keep up with that is tokyeons and i'll post updates and such to a tumblr account that will also probably be called tokyeons. not sure yet but if u are curious then just ask

ok

thats all

erigom, out