I really need advice

So, the dogs been here for a week and i ing hate the thing. I know I don't live here like how I live in NY but the thing ruined my life. It changed everything in the worse ing way. I really wanna kick in, like I might have anger issues but I swear I'm gonna kick the thing like how my other kicked it. He doesn't like the dog either. It was cool for like 2 days then it was just plain down ignoring and of course I have no say in it. I told my mom and she just laughed.

I'm upset with just writing about it