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hi , i honestly don’t know how to start the blog off but i’ll be straight to the point with what i need to say. 

firstly , i’d like to apologise for every single thing i’ve ever said on here. no , i did not apologise just because i was caught / exposed but i sincerely apologise for all of my actions that i’ve did which caused serious discomfort and hurt to other users here. 

i’ve spent a long day reflecting on what i’ve said throughout my time here and all of my mistakes happened due to me being too reckless and impulsive. to add on  , i’ve also gotten way too comfortable with the site to realise that i’m going way too far. i should’ve realised that i’m overstepping my boundaries with words and also should’ve retracted my words immediately but i didn’t. it’s my fault for not thinking twice before saying what i said. i’m sorry and this is my fault for forgetting my limits on the internet. 

after posting this blog, i will be taking my leave from rpr. it’s definitely for the best because i’m too ashamed to face anyone on this site and i’m sure there are people who want me to leave. i figured that it’s a good idea since i do not want to bring anymore negative vibes on here. i’ll use the time off rpr to properly reflect on my mistakes and be more mindful of my words and actions , either irl or on the internet. i will also take this as a life lesson that i’ll remember for the rest of my life. 

to everyone who i have offended , i’m very very sorry. i know my sorry will not be enough to make it up to you guys but i’m sincerely apologising for everything i’ve said/done. i know many probably wouldn’t believe me or my words but i hope you guys know that i’m serious about this. i do not hope for forgiveness but i hope you guys would give me the chance to reflect and change my attitude. 

i hope this blog will also reach those who may have blocked me. 

with that , please take care of yourselves and stay safe. 

once again , i’m very sorry.