Hello guys, I'm here to explain myself to the people I roleplay with and that I didn't answer yet their pm's, posts and wall posts.
It's not a really to explain. The reason, wait, REASONS why I wasn't able to ANSWER half of you are very SIMPLE.
1. Since the past week I've been suffering stress and had some high and down arterial preasure issues. So I've been in bed for like 4 days, including my own birthday the past saturday. Yeah, it , but you know what too? Read the next one.
2. My brother ED up my day the night before my freaking 20th birthday the past friday saying horrible things about me because I wanted to grant my dad the wish to have me for him alone on MY ING DAY. Guess what? He made me cry my heart out because those words he wrote to me were harsh.
3. My father and I had some pretty ugly fights recently and let's say I haven't been good emotionally because of that and my brother's issue.
4. My parents are not that young... So I must help them half of the days and do the duties my sister can't because she's at the medicine school.
and finally, THE LAST ONE AND MOST IMPORTANT ONE!
5. TOMORROW I'LL ING DEBUT WITH MY KPOP DANCE GROUP AND I LOST A LOT OF TIME BEING SICK AND TIRED BECAUSE OF ALL THE REASONS ABOVE THIS AND THE PANIC IS KILLING ME BECAUSE I HAD LESS THAN AT DAY TO PERFECTION THOSE 3 FREAKING CHOREOGRAPHIES I'VE BEEN PRACTICING ALL THIS TIME.
Excuse my language is just some rage I have and the excitement about the performance. ^^'
Oh, and most of all that, I'M SORRY, LIKE SORRY IF I FORGOT TO REPLY! Because sometimes my phone goes to the mobile version and I can't see my character wall posts or pm's -.-'
Plus, SOMETIMES, I've been too damn down to reply because my muse is down too... It's not that I hate you all guys...
IT FREAKING HURTS TO SEE POSTS ON MY WALLS OR RP THAT SAY HOW MUCH YOU HATE ME BECAUSE OF THAT!
I get attached to my own characters sometimes and I HURT AS MUCH AS THEM WITH THE WORDS YOU SAY TO ME.
SO PLEASE, if you all still want to rp with me after sunday when I get better from my tired weekend I'll comeback for good then and reply to ALL...
but if you don't then I'm sorry but I also have a life that it's hard and I want to enjoy it as much as I can.
Bye.
Wish me luck tomorrow.
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