So just me needing to rant...

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I recently decided I'm done worrying about what anyone else or anyone says or thinks about me. All I want is a good future, mostly for myself financially... and the business I want to get into is easy, it's enjoyable, I'm not hurting anyone, not really myself either, but it's not like I don't have other dreams.. but bcuz of my choice to want this... my "friend" is just not getting it. And they said that they wouldn't like it if I Did do "what I want." Basically cuz they want to date me and aren't comfortable with what I have chosen to do...for a living, which again is NOT all I want to do for a living, it's just that for me it's the better option. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Basically I want to be a cam/person. LOL  # and #p(0)r(n) stuff. 

 

I ENJOY IT.   

 

SO SUE ME SHEESH!!!

 

SMH UGH 

 

Anyways--- am I done ranting? MAYBEEEE 

 

My day is good tho- I'm just been peeved all ing morning so far. 

 

It's not like I wouldn't date. ..I just don't want to date atm and because I shared with them one of my deeper secrets **liking ** 

I just thought they would at least be more open with it or not mind... but I guess being friends this long 10 Years just means that's what we are better at... just being friends ...because I don't want them to be uncomfortable... 

But I'm DONE being held back or second guessing myself cuz of other ppl.... //SIGHHHHH//

 

I am a selfish person...I admit that. . 

 

But I have a right to be happy and make my happiness... that's all I ever wanted. And I have to eventually get away from all I ever known to even achieve an ounce of what I want to do... 

Life seems so... complicated and at the same time it can be simple ... 

Money isn't everything but it's close... and my mind is really out to get me about my future so... /shrug/

Sure I still wanna do other things sheeeeeesh 

 

/points back to money sign./ 

 

Need that first.

Anyways I'm done ranting you can ignore this 

♡

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hopeworld 2 years ago
urbane 9 hours ago Reply
sounds like your friend isn’t ready to date someone in work, if they don’t view your job as just your job like any other

THIS. Literally this.
Do what makes you happy.
KouYaten 2 years ago
I'm about as Ace as an Ace person can be, I don't enjoy the idea of , I don't want it and I don't need it HOWEVER

There's absolutely nothing wrong or shameful with wanting to cam (As long as the person involved is an adult obviously) and to say something like "Don't do it because /I/ want to date you" is absolutely ridiculous and honestly controlling AF.

Would I, an Ace person, date a cam-person? Yes, if I really liked them and they were open and honest about it and there were boundaries within the relationship set.

The only issue I see is if a person's partner lies about it.

It's the same with friendships, your choice in work doesn't change anything about their life and it doesn't change anything about you as a person so they should respect your choices.
urbane 2 years ago
sounds like your friend isn’t ready to date someone in work, if they don’t view your job as just your job like any other

doctors are at risk of bringing home deadly diseases everyday but no one is refusing to date them because of the risk, because who they are as a person matters more than their occupation
Unholy 2 years ago
So, one of my friends was a cam girl. I was kinda shocked you know. That takes a certain kinda person to be able to do ual acts for strangers. But she casually explained you can set your own boundaries of how far you're willing to go. She had a rainbow and some viewers would tell her to go down to 'x' color. depending on the day she wouldn't even do full . If you're that comfortable with your body, and ual acts, and knowing your audience could be men/women your parent's age (possibly) and you're still okay, do it. Kira had all kinda of gifts strangers would buy her from her amazon wishlist just because of doing those ual acts.. so stock up on your amazon goodies!

Your friend is a separate matter. I'm married to a controlling man, and all I have to say here, is unless that friend is paying your bills, giving you a roof over your head, or buying you groceries he/she/they do not get to tell you what the to do with your life. If you are comfortable, have the experience. Let him/her/them pout in a corner. Years mean nothing if you start disrespecting like that. I don't have any long time friends because they all took very separate paths from me and we just no longer vibed anymore, you know? Don't gotta hold onto someone just because you've known them forever. Take care, and buy a rainbow !
87a3507b603b5c96a252 2 years ago
not me finding this kinda hot, ngl OTL
pffft ok, but really. Do you, boo! I'm sorry your friendship is suffering :/ But your happiness is definitely important as well <3
74e0cc3f5bab1ad10ce9 2 years ago
DO IT
EVERYONE ELSE
DO IT
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