Ayyyy it's ya freak here.
just wanting to tell you my friends that I really do appreciate all of you and a lot of the kind and encouraging comments that I get lately and I am definitely looking forward to role-playing with everybody I am now role-playing. I am easing into it a little but I've got some spunk back now and my muse level is pretty high for my internationals so if you see me role-playing don't be too scared to come and say hi or interact I'd really like to role-play with a lot of people it's just I do get burnt out sometimes as well. And my muse level like I said it's currently pretty high but like I said I do have an issue with getting burned out and I have to literally keep a tracker on my phone about all the threads that I might have or how many people I'm role-playing with.
but to be fair there will be times where I completely spaced out on maybe a character that I am or a thread and sometimes I really just forget so I do try to let my friends know that it doesn't hurt to remind me I don't mind if anyone just pokes me on my wall or even in character it really does help me as well so thank you if you do that for me. And also I've been meaning to mention this for the last months now that I've had time to really think about my habits but I would definitely say that when I do get burnt out it can happen within the span of a week I mean you know him like literally just happened out of nowhere and I just don't feel like replying to anything or anybody or I just don't even care to interact with anyone 00C I don't know it's it's just some thing that I've been struggling with ever since I role-played like Wayback win but never once really took it to heart or anything until now because I do enjoy everyone and I don't want people to think or feel that I don't actually give a and that I don't think my characters matter or their characters matter because I know that role-playing is supposed to be fun and also a good way to just create work and works of art for people to read as well as socially interacting a little bit and making friends even if you guys are all my online friends it's OK LOL
this being one of the longest blogs I've ever done because I am using my mic function instead of typing and right now I am definitely happy I'm making this because I just hope it helps explain why I've also been reluctant in role-playing within the last year or so and I've also again as you know I already been kind of dealing with some personal life issues and healing up and all that good stuff so I just wanted to say thank you to everybody and if I even if I don't comment on your comment or reply to it it really does mean a lot I just don't have the energy to do it sometimes LOL but I love all of my role-playing partners and if we did stop role-playing for whatever reason let me know if you ever want to role-play again and I wish you all a great day and honestly I am a crazy person who likes to have a Lotta characters who also gets burnt out but I really do try to just kind of bounce back because that's kind of my personality to get over bull in my life like I really do try to not like dwell on bull you know what I mean like are used to but I've kind of grown up a bit and I just don't care about whether or not or if I can do this today or not and if I really don't feel like doing some thing then I won't do it I'm not gonna beat myself up over feeling too bad but there will be times where I really do feel bad for making one of my partners wait for literally like a week or two weeks although the two weeks that happened was because of my surgery and other things and I will definitely make sure I put myself on hiatus beforehand.
again this is probably the longest blog I'm doing so thanks if you read all of it and really I hope there's no hard feelings if I have ignored any of my friends or if anyone feels like I'm not a good role player or anything it's OK just come talk to me in p.m. is if you want. <33333
Love and Rockets
the freak~
xoxoxoxo
PS Love and Rockets is going to be my new tagline because I am getting back into my ing punk rock fave I've been listening to a lot of punk music or punk genre-based music and all that kind of stuff and my artistic side is definitely clinging to a lot of my adolescent bands and that includes a lot stuff not everyone is familiar with. Oh and my surgery is healing well and I definitely feel like I will be back on my feet in no time although physical therapy will be fun and it's actually really interesting that I now have two titanium screws in my foot L O L
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