burnt out.

anyways, for those of you who care, i've been absolutely burnt out of this site. honestly, i'm incredibly disappointed in so many people on this site and the amount of stress that has been put on my shoulders over not only small things but false accusations as well have not been worth it to want to continue staying on this site. i love a good number of you guys, but being here is absolutely not worth it adfkjgh it took me a while to make this blog because i didn't care to make it honestly because those who care are only going to be sad and understanding about it and those who have pushed me to this point won't care and i'm sure some will triumph in victory over this for whatever reason i don't know lmao yall are ing weird go get a therapist and touch some grass 

but anyways, this isn't a farewell blog, just a,,, blog explaining why my activity on here is so sparse. :\ like honestly, i feel bad because i have dandelion to take care of and it's irresponsible for me to not manage it even through like this but :\\\\ honestly i come first. i need to care about myself more than i care about a roleplay and i know most of you know that but u n u gotta cover my bases just in case there are people screaming at their screen telling me i'm an irresponsible admin for abandoning my rp because i know there are lmaooo like i couldn't stress enough how much more i matter TT 

and so to the people who care u w u <3 ilysm mumumus and to the people who have dragged my name (for literally no reason) go yourselves and get a life bro TT shouldn't you be working?? lmaooo