That moment when you want to rp a certain type of character but they don't fit the active rps

can't be in only because of what I'm planning
can't be in yuri only because the muse is male
can't do nonau because I was told "changing their body makes them an oc, go try somewhere else" or my favourite response "why would you want to do that, that's weird"
can't join au because the ones I like aren't active orz

I'm not that picky :'D