honestly, this was a long time coming. I have no muse to write almost at all and I have been trying to push what little tiny effort I have atm and have officially been drained. on top of all of this, being in certain rps always makes me feel left out/unwanted/etc. and sure, that's probably just depression speaking for me, but putting myself into those scenarios just to chat with people is so draining and I just need a break, so that is what this is.
I am probably not leaving forever, I honestly don't think I could even keep mysef away from here for too long without forceful measures-
my goal is ~2 months. hopefully being away and letting myself live will help with my muse and overall health, without constantly looking at missed replies, plots that I haven't replied to in ages, people who probably don't like me because I join and barely am active if at all.
so yeah, don't miss me too much, you may not even really remember me being gone, but I truly do believe it will do me good, even if it does not help as much as I am hoping.
if you still want to chat with me, you can pm me for my dc. it's the only chatting space I feel comfortable giving out so I apologize if you want to chat and don't have it jsdvnbudyfv
but yeah, thank you everyone who has dealt with my constant ups and downs with muse, mental health, and general health for the past few months (esp those at dsf idk how you guys still handle me). I hope to see you all again soon, and hopefully it'll be with some actual rping-
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