ehh i wouldn't say this is a rant or anything i'm just kinda like all outta like disorder and my s acting up and i feel like i have no one to talk to or else i feel like i'm bothering i just;;;;;;;;;;
buuut like i have this really weird tendency to like a lot of people and think of them romantically while i think of other people at the smae time and my head gets all in a jumble and i just really hate it because i feel stupid that i can't settle on one person and i just get really angry because all these people are perfect and good people and i just can't decide and it just i like can't do it
PERSON A - a writer.
she's the number one TOP writer on quizilla. she's supperrr popular and hilllarrious and we got talking recently. we're married on facebook and i just i love it when we're flirting and i just //// the only thing is that when we're not talking, those feelings aren't there. i was being really deep and personal once with her and i really felt feelings for her but i'm not sure if its really feelings or i just enjoy it when people praise me and compliment me (which she does). the only thing that's putting me off (and sorry for being mean) is that she's 18 (a legal adult) and her appearance. i know it's really rude of me and mean but i'm a visual person and if i don't love the visual i don't love the inside and it i just am really self-centered like that ;;;;______;;; but she's not bad-looking at all, just not my type. i just ajshgasjlghaslj but she's a great artist and a great writer (NUMBER ING ONE) and a great person but she needs to sort her life out before i get involved with her but i really like her ;;;;;
PERSON B - a singer.
she's ing precious and i love her to bits. she's one of the best singers and the funniest people i know. she's just so ing perfect and beautiful and attractive. she calls me cute and we flirt so much and i thnk she's interested in me a bit because right after i broke up with my girlfriend, she started talking to me and we were really close. as of lately we haven't been talking but that's just time differences, she's always awake when it's SUPER LATE. the only thing is that she's younger than me about a year? i'm not too fond of people that are younger than me, but i'm not too sure if i like her as much as i say i do. not the mention she's one of the most popular vocaloid singers on youtube and i'm just a derp animator and i
PERSON C - an artist.
get this. she's can be cute and ing y at the same time. she's the whole reason why i began to doubt my last relationship and she loves shingeki no kyojin as much as i do. it's pretty perfect. she's viet and chinese and so good at art and also we have a duet coming up and i ///// she's my waifu aahhhhh. she's like the nicest i've ever met but like she's soo farrrr in canada and i just i cry. she's asian though and younger than me, but i keep mistaking her for being older than she really is but i just wanna ugh
they're all really far. PERSON B is the closest (in chicago) while PERSON A is in washington and PERSON C is in canada.
i just don't know where my mind is.
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