the only reason i'm here and that i come back is because it's so easy to admin here (it's literally built for roleplaying) and it's a good place to come and chill, but damn is it hard to find something to keep my interest when i come here. i try not to compare it to other platforms when here because rpr is my place of comfort, but it's like... incredibly... stagnant and stale compared to other platforms ig. same people, same types of rps, same old every time. it's making it hard to stay and just vibe. and i think about this every day i'm on this website lol. i'm not giving up on it because there are some interesting rps i'm waiting on to open and some cool people to write with, but i'd be lying if i said i love it here and i'm excited to log in everyday.
idk if it's just me feeling this way, but after being here for an insanely long time (on my 11th year LOL), i kinda hate to see how much this site has declined for me. like, i'm losing a lot of the passion i once felt for writing because i feel limited here and nothing is keeping me here other than my stubbornness to make this work for me LOL. gonna try to branch out and join/do something i normally wouldn't again, but i made this blog just to voice some of my thoughts and let everyone know where i'm at ig. if i owe you replies or starters, it's because i've been dealing with these thoughts and it's literally killing my vibe rip. atp, i don't really know what to do about it but struggle through it since everything i have done hasn't panned out like i wanted. regardless, i'll be trying my best to tackle my starters and replies and stuff. just needed to get this off my chest ig.
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