hi hi. i don't know if things are a coincidence at times where i feel ignored, but sometimes it feels like it isn't? when i say something twice that isn't responded to, i know it could be a coincidence but i also know that given recent circumstances there were multiple people who misunderstood me and who i'm friends with.
if someone has a problem with me or my friends-- or someone who they may think i'm friends with-- please just directly try talking to me. i'm a genuinely understanding person. i have enough common sense to know if someone is in the wrong no matter how close i am or may seem to someone.
i'm a generally nice person. and honestly a lot of the time i can't bring myself to say "no" even if i know i should or really want to. it's put me in a lot of uncomfortable positions in the past, and somehow i feel like it's made me disliked for being associated with someone who i truthfully wish i wouldn't be associated with.
i know for some people it can be hard to see past, but if i'm not given a chance to explain how things feel or felt from my point of view, i'll feel as though i'm being ostrocized for something or for "being close to" someone who i already didn't even particularly like- but was just being nice to. maybe a bit too nice even.
this isn't meant to be a sob post. i just want to make things clear from my end. i'm leaving things vague in this post purposefully, not saying names, because i feel that i don't have a need to mention specifics. if i'm being avoided or ignored by anyone, thyey'll know they are i'm sure. and if it's simply anxiety creeping up on me due to the recent circumstances, making me overthink and just assume that everyone now hates me, then i'm truly sorry for making this post at all or feeling/assuming i'm being avoided.
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