just thinking

I've been thinking about quitting rpr for good, or even just for a few months, idk. I think I want to come back after time of being off and then I don't enjoy it. I am not around enough for nonaus, replies feel like a chore rather than something fun. I honestly don't know anymore, because I feel like I like being here and then I am here and I can only be around for a week or so before my mind is elsewhere. I know there is like slow paced things, and I know people I am priv rping with are okay with waiting for me and I may just stick to those, but I just feel like I am a bad person for not being here when I am in places. plus I feel like the slow paced places I've joined haven't lasted long enough for me to even come back to. I've said it like 7 times but I just don't know anymore, and no decision has totally been made yet, this is kinda just me rambling for the couple of people here who care at least the slightest bit about me. who knows, I may disappear off the face of the earth for a few months and come back like I always end up doing, I may call it quits, I may throw all this behind and blame it on my sleepiness and headache, I really do not know. maybe this is a cry for help lmao or just a warning idk. but yeah, that's all from me for now. thank you if you read all this ig lmao, it is just me rambling and so it must have been difficult.

anyway, here's young posse's comeback because my girls need love for the talent they have