Ngl im kinda sad

I was supposed to get rid of this account but-- i couldn't do it, idk why 

maybe because i still have old characters in here 

i regret clearing all my friend list because... I've lost track of who is who and as I'm deleting old blog posts, I see old comments and wonder if they remember me maybe --

let me know if you remember this old or if we were friends before idk - i used to go by spearbin??? spearmint??? A long time ago before changing to Zidian.