Homecoming break down.

This is a giant rant. You don't need to read it. So, I was at homecoming tonight. I was having fun and stuff. Then I saw one of my nieces. She's a freshman. I didn't see her sister. My other niece. She's a junior. Then, the freshman told me something. HER SISTER IS PREGNANT. I CAN'T RIGHT NOW. THIS IS MY YOUNG IMMATURE NIECE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT. I'M PRETTY MUCH GOING TO HAVE TO HELP TAKE CARE OF THE BABY WITH HER PARENTS AND GRANDPARENTS. SHE'S DUE IN LIKE FIVE WEEKS. I'M HAPPY BUT AT THE SAME TIME I'M SOBBING. I'M SUCH A BAD AUNT. I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE PROTECTING HER. I FAILED. I FREAKING FAILED. AND WHAT'S WORSE? I KNOW HER BOYFRIEND. HE'S ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS. THEY'RE TOO YOUNG AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I REALLY JUST CAN'T RIGHT NOW. IT HURTS. I COULDN'T PROTECT YOU. I DIDN'T WATCH OVER YOU TWO. I PROMISED I WOULD. I PROMISED YOU, YOUR PARENTS AND MYSELF THAT I WOULD WATCH YOU TWO AND I FAILED. I'M SO SORRY. If you actually read that, then thank you very much. You are a saint.