what is sleep? + rant

i don't even.. this is a rant okay. lol whats a sleep? i don't even own a bed bc i don't sleep. c:

i mean, it's sort of a rant. a ty one. i'm not good at rants otl.

ANYWAYS.

what is it about k-pop that justifies being a ? lawd forgive me for saying that but.

; A ; i mean, let's take a look at rania's dr. feel good (or feelgood. idk. whackass koreans.) 

the lyrics are a bit controversial in my opinion and way too y for me to handle omg and are just.. idk. i've never really heard a KOREAN song that's as provocative as the song (and mv), like, they're not trying to hide the fact that they're singing about at all.

and now, let's take a look at an american music video like nicki minaj's super bass.

i don't like the music or the video itself, and i am NOT an anti for either of these artists (nor am i a fan tbh, don't listen to rania much anyways), and i'm not sticking up for nicki, but it's not like she's really doing anything that bad. the most you see in her video is, like, a shirtless black guy and some y dancing.

i'm not hating on anybody, i swear, but i'm just really confused and even a little bit mad (okay, i guess i AM hating.. a little. ;-;). like, k-pop fans (a big majority of them) totally hate and bash on american artists because they have y dancing, or provocative music, or stupid music videos (coughcoughthatmeansYOUmileycough), or maybe even all three.

i'm just really tired of everyone hating and bashing on everyone just because they have different tastes. i mean, seriously, my friend is literally obsessed with kyary pamyu pamyu and will literally bite you if you comment on how her videos are different (have you SEEN ponponpon? ing creepy.) and, despite his "open mind" towards difference and creativity, he bullies me for liking k-pop and idek why.

lol i'm getting past the point but seriously, my main issue is k-pop artists acting like a w-word-that-i-wont-say-because-i-love-everyone ; A ; in their music videos and everyone justifies it because it's korean or something. is it because they're pretty?

nicki minaj is pretty too.

kind of.

/shiver

anyways idek where i'm going with this. i'm bored and tired and i have to go two cities over just to get a friggin minecraft card.

THE STRUGGLE IS REAL.

i'm going to end this post now ok bye 

ps don't be afraid to share your opinion on this with me too ok ily no matter what