Why do I even care anymore

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Authorsmdctr528
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Honestly, sometimes I don't give a when people stop talking to me that used to, if they are just someone who I talked to in rp. But when people who I thought were my friend don't even give me a second thought I realize that they aren't. And then I realize again, that we will probably never see these people in real life, most of them we won't even talk to outside of this site.

Then they want me to keep secrets, to care about them, to remember them? No. If you won't give me a second thought, or even remember that I exist and that I am a real person behind the screen, then I will not give any of you the same privilage.

It makes me not only feel invisible, but be invisible. What am I wasting being here with no one who gives two s?

At first I think that I deserve it. But then I realize that no, I didn't deserve for people to treat me like I'm not a person, and I didn't deserve anything else. None of you, not any person here *or anywhere else for that matter* knows exactly what I'm like, exactly what has gone on in my life. And the way people act, no one ever will.

So goodbye and don't bother me unless you aren't sensitive, because you best believe that it won't be pretty.

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--Tszuj 11 years ago
Amen to this!
Stopped confiding in people on this thing.
Stopped wallowing over the people I thought who cared and started having fun.
*nods*
Super-Nova 11 years ago
yah...*smacks ur head* pabo...I better not be included in those set of friends because I do care about u.... :p and ur just gonna gave to live with it so eay my nutella
LoveAngels96 11 years ago
sorreh ; ;
im so caught up with my life on instagram and facebook rps.
I don't go here as much as i do last time.
LoveAngels96 11 years ago
sorreh ; ;
im so caught up with my life on instagram and facebook rps.
I don't go here as much as i do last time.
pixieee 11 years ago
Damn...I wish I coukd've talked to ya more but I'm kinda late >.<
IGAB12 11 years ago
Your true friends are always there for you..
Even if I am or not..I just want you to know that Im here if you need someone to talk too but if you dont want to, I understand..
Your right that we dont get you out of character or who you really are but we're still here for you ..
fragrance 11 years ago
ugh... i wish i had more time for all my friends on here
but classes and midterms and rl issues *creys*
remember i love you even if i haven't talked to you much lately ;;


*rolls back to my studies*
we should kakaotalk or linechat or sth bc i reply there far more often than on here orz
b3d10f98c90fc30d2e45 11 years ago
Noona, are you okay?
4a294d7d7b8280abc8f8 11 years ago
Always here if you need someone to talk to. Always.
HanKeLaMaHan 11 years ago
unnie gwenchana?
i'm always here if u need someone to talk too
glosspd 11 years ago
Unnie...are you mad at me..?
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