( i wonder if | ↻ he still wants to be friends with me )

I sometimes wonder if he still wants to be friends with me.

I mean, I don't know since we don't talk anymore.

We last talked when his birthday was a day away.

And then after his birthday, he doesn't talk to me anymore.

He knows that I like him since the first day of school and he already forgot about it.

I just don't get it why he's not talking to me.

The rumors about me and him already died down.

What are those things which led him to not talk to me?

I wanted to talk to him so badly. I still like him but I won't tell him that.

I just want to be friends with him again, like we used to be.

I would sometimes wait for a text message coming from him.

It's kind of sad realizing that he won't text me at all.

I would go to bed and wish that the next day would be better.

But it's still the same damn cycle.

Can someone please help me get out this sad reality?