The Irony, The Paradox

Despite my huge size, nobody seems to notice me at all. It seems like I'm an invisible body walking, looking around, trying to see how to stand out.

I receive attention, sometimes the not so good kind, but it's just not the way I want it to be. Let's just say that I'm like Sehun, Hyoyeon, and Hyeri.

To make it easier to understand, I'm like the ones who receive the least lines in the songs.

I don't know what I'm feeling. I don't like to direct the spotlight on me, but at the same time, I crave for it.

I just don't know anymore... Do I exist? People just want me there. But they don't really talk to me.

They say that things are different whenever I'm not around, but whenever I am, no one bats an eye.