Important (Mostly Nej, Kat. )

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Authormotomami
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Just now. Literally, thirty minutes ago, a friend of mine on RPR committed suicide (seems like a valid assumption since her profile was deleted before I heard of this). When you guys talk about cutting and wanting to die, do you not understand how much it hurts us to hear you say that? I want to just scream or shout when you say that.

In school they're always lecturing us on teen suicide and how we can help a person, and we take it seriously, but we never fully understand until we've experienced it ourselves. Right now I'm asking myself if I could've helped or if I were to blame. I'm asking why she felt the need to do that. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I don't understand why people feel the need to resort to such things. Do you not see how beautiful you are? How many people care and love you? How many people truly value you? Sometimes, we just take things for granted, but we need to step back and appreciate just how much we have.

I'm taking this as a sign to me. A sign and a message to never hurt myself nor commit suicide. If I need help, I'll find it in you guys. I'll live my life to the fullest and do everything the best of my ability. Our time on earth is limited, so let's not waste our time on it in sorrow. Let's live in the now. Let's smile until it hurts. Laugh until we cry. Shout until we lose our voices.

I really do love you guys.

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GatoWubs2Bite 11 years ago
This was really beautiful Andi, you don't normally like to skim the surface of getting deep but knowing this part of you does shine through makes me feel closer.

I want to get it through you and Jen, YOU ARE ALLOWED TO FEEL AND SHOW YOUR FEELINGS because Jen says she tries, she does sometimes but I have to pry her open. Shes so beautiful but its hard for her to open up.

And you Andi are also just lovely. You are so smart and creative i know someday you will go far in life and I hope were all still friends then too to see it. :)
-ster 11 years ago
I love you too. <3
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