hello everyone. today is december fourteenth, 2013, although it may appear as a normal day to everyone else, but however, to myself, today marks the one year anniversary of 'caterpillar's existence here on rpr. you guys don't know how special this is to me, in all honesty, i am aware i sound like a major dork right now sitting in front of my laptop with my hello kitty pajamas on at one o'clock in the morning writing a blog post about my first anniversary on a roleplaying site, but truly, everything and everyone here means the world to me. i remember stumbling across rpr from aff on december fourteeth, 2012 last year, and when i realized that it was a site for purely roleplaying i literately screeched, choked on my water, and in the end, decided to sign up immediately. i joined considerably early and at that time, there were barely any rps up and running, and i remember there were only under 10 thirdpov rps at the time, and after hours of effort learning how the site works, i finally joined my first ever rpr rp, magik reign. and at this moment, i really don't even know if the rp still exists but it truly holds a very special place in my heart as it was there, that i met my first bunch of friends who were both amazing writers and companions, and even though i no longer keep in contact with any of them, it was there in which started the whole journey up until today. and from then on, after numerous other rps i joined, and after finishing rooftop prince ( yoochun's ma boy ), someday in late december, i had the sudden inspiration to create my very own roleplay, and as some of you may still remember, joseon dynasty. since it was my first ever rp, i honestly had no idea what i was doing, but thanks to two awesome co-admins ( hollar at my boos hya and char oh hey dere bbs <3 ), we managed to pull through. and a rp in which i had first thought would only get max 15 favorites, reached 30, 40, and eventually 60+, and i know that's not a lot, but to me at that time, it was more than my happy, accomplished heart could handle and i want to thank all of you who made it happen. sadly, just like every other good roleplay, i had to close it when the inactivity reached to a certain point, but the memories there still remained and at this point i really don't know what to say other than thank you. ♥ after i shut down joseon, i had more time in my hands to join other rps and it was from then on in which i truly started to make great friends that i'm still super close with up to date. camp half blood, story book, sample/control entertainment, asylum, the boyfriend factory, these are only a few of the many super amazing rps i have joined and i made great memories and friends in each and every one of them. and now that i joined the hg family, friends are only an understatement because you guys are truly another family to me, /whispers. ily all. because of my lack of life irl, you guys hold more importance in my life than you give yourself credit for. seriously. you all are more than just 'another internet friend' because believe it or not, you guys mean so much more. my parents and rl friends knows about you guys and i've never had my parents approve of internet relationships but somehow, you guys made that happen. my parents are constantly asking me about your well beings and are always barging in the door to greet you people when we're camming ( it's a little creepy at times i know i'm sorry ; a ; ) whenever i get into some with family and rl friends, i know you guys are always here to talk and i really just can't thank you enough. to all my old and new friends, you guys know who you are, please please please, just come here and give me a huge, gigantic hug and let me love you and always promise to still keep in contact even in the future because i really don't know what i would do without any of you amazing people. okay i'm sorry i really don't know what i'm writing anymore nor do i know what else to write because i'm seriously starting to sob pathetically here, i blame the incoherency on both my overwhelming feels and my lack of sleep currently. also before i forget, please ignore the layout it's too late to code sorry. you guys mean the world to me, truly. and i'm sorry for all my super late wall post replies, and i'm sorry for all the friends that i no longer keep in contact with, i'm sorry for always burdening some of you with rl and making you guys listen and offer advice with nothing in return, but rather than sorrys, i want to say thank you. thank you guys for everything. a million thank yous and a bajillion i love yous. here's to the many more years to come. ♥
- caterpillar/linda
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