UPDATES....

So, we finnaly found my baby cousin...After over 24 hours of her missing she is safe and sound. My aunts BF is saying he is going to pack up his bags and take my cousin. She said she would deal with it later but for now she wants a calm christmas. Of course he was drunk and he told my mom that if she bother to double cross him, that he would snap her neck and take the baby and run.

Not only has this happened...But a family friend of my family is litterly fighting for her life right now. SHe has some rare disorder that has no cure..She has like a stage four of Candidiasis. SO she needs prayers....My mother is sobbing and it hurts me to see it,ALSO on tiop of that...mmy mom's teeth are continuing to fall out and we dont know why. On top of that crap, my other ayunt left my grandma at home alone  while she gose off to spread her legs wide open to anyhting that can shove anything up his . My grandmother can barley walk, and would rather starve than try. She left my grandmother alone to fend for herself, took her credit card so she cant get food.... Im just going to stop my rant here before its gets to long andugh.....i am sorry...

What the hell is wrong with my family?SOmetimes i just dont even want to be here...it just is too much for me to handel