I'm seriously about to reach my breaking point.

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I'm ing sick, and tired, of my of a step dad continually coming home, only start one of the world's biggest storms on earth.

When he starts calling my mom a who doesn't know how to take care of a child- which he can't even say this , since he doesn't take care of Jasmine for longer than ten minutes- he's really is tearing at the walls that keeps my sanity up.

"Your mother smokes pot. Your father somkes pot. Your sister smokes pot. Your other sister somkes pot. Just realize this fact! You're such a who doesn't even know how to take care of her own children!"

I swear to God, if he tries to keep my mother here, he will regret it. I'm done with this.

He doesn't know my family. He hasn't seen my mother's side of the family in over a year. He doesn't even talk to them when he does go to there with me and my mother.

When he acts like this though, in front of a child whom isn't even three months old, every. single. ing. day. Ther's a problem.

I can't have a decent vaction around my mother because of that . I hardly even get to see her. I don't know how well most of you know me, but I really don't have a bad side. I really, truly don't. But this is changing things, and it's changing things fast.

Spring break - Ran his mouth about how he "pays" for everything, when in reality, my mom pays for it all.

Summer break - Started to talk about how I hated my mom and didn't want to be with her because she was a "."

Christmas break - Talked about how she's a and "moved from hotel to hotel." Talked about how she doesn't know how to take care of a child and will take her a court to take away Jasmine, just like my grandparents did to her, with me.

I'm really just... I can't. I really can't.

I'm going to cry, and then do something I will regret..... This really ... I can't do this anymore...

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camelkevin 10 years ago
Wow. I know how you feel. My parents aren't like that. But I know the feel.
sugar-mango 10 years ago
Please don't do anything. I'm going through the same thing. It's hard and you feel like you're lower than but you'll get through it. I promise you. I was about to cut myself today but I stopped. Don't start, it will get better. Nothing lasts forever. Warm wishes, stay strong! Please try to get some rest and eat well! I hope to talk to you in the New Year.
supertuna 10 years ago
omfg--
Stay strong girl!
I know you can get through this
/nods
Cute_Pikachu 10 years ago
Don't worry.
My real dad did the same to my mom. I know how you feel.
Secretly record this ranting he does and when he goes to court to take Jasmine (who I assume is your little sister) away show them the clip or recording of his voice.
They believe children more than they believe adults.
Does he beat ur mom or anything? If he does call the police right away. If he threatens to hit ur mom record the threat and call the police right away. I've been in this and that like you did. If u need any advice just pm or wall me. I can give you some very great advices.
-Queen- 10 years ago
Oh ... this dickhead... urgh. What a .
I really wish I could be there to ing punch the life out of the bastard.
Babeh. I'm really sorry you had to go through this .
I'll always be here for you if you need to talk<3
-hugs tight-
Mine forever e 3 e xx <3
TI_Chanyeol 10 years ago
Stay strong cause one day there will be a time where your mom has had enough of him and will most likely want him to leave. If not, you can try to tell someone who will help all the bad/crappy stuff going on. Or better yet, confront ur step-dad and just tell him off or try talking with him. Because, honestly, your mom, let alone your family, doesn't deserve the damn crap he gives. I can understand how you feel, my mom is paying for everything too. No one deserves this kind of from anyone. Some people in the world are just sickening.
dinopunch 10 years ago
*sending you all the cuddles in the world*
Some people really truly Sweet.
And I know how hard it is.
Just try to keep your chin up and be strong.
I know it's hard, but you can do it, okay?
*snuggles* <3
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