there is this guy at my university that is suppose to be a friend of mine. He is my family head for my club family and the first few weeks he made a deep impression on me. I greatly respected him and ie seemed like we were going to be good friends. This guy is a weird one though. In front of others he is a DOUCHE. He is THE club douche, and he doesn't mind. However everyone knows he is actually really caring and nice, but not everyone knows that he acts douche because he was stepped all over when he was in high school (ignored, put down etc.) My friend complains about his behavior and I give him the benefit of the doubt. I kept asking him to hang out with me outside of club and we did maybe once. But whenever I asked again he had excuses.
we were Suppose to go somewhere for a club chartering last weekend but because he didn't have the proper document he couldn't go. Instead he hung out with these 3 other girls who are or friends and who he has hung out with multiple times. That annoyed me. But I let it go.
today I asked if he wanted to hang out do that we could buy his white elephant gift and he said no because he had plans to go out to eat for dinner, and he didn't even know if he was going to our family event tomorrow...
the friend that he hung out with last weekend snap chatted me a picture of him asleep at another acquaintance's house asleep. They had a party this evening.
IF he doesn't come to our family event tomorrow I am done with him. He pretty much will have chosen other people over us, and he is our ing family head. I am on committee with him and I am pretty much reaching my limit
He isn't even my friend he is my ing aquaintance because he won't let me ducking befriend him!
It is sad how much I want is friendship. I hate that he is kind to me when we are together without others but I hate insignificant I am to him
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