Dear life,
You can't continue to with my mind and heart like this or I will surely break. Things are hard enough without you making people lie to me and try to force me to do things I am clearly not ready for....If it is just a test to see if I am a good girl...let me telly you...I am a redneck with a C grade average...don't expect too much from me or you will be let down as well.
Sincerely,
Cassie
Okay on a less depressing note....
sorry I just had to vent and get some stuff off of my chest before I went out with my friends...
How was everyone's week? I hope you're all well and for most of my friends who just celebrated their new year, HAPPY NEW YEAR! <3
Well for my new year resolution, a little late I know but hey *shrugs* I have made the decision to follow my heart and passion for the only thing I am good at and am proud of, and go to university to get my degree to teach art to children. That also means I need to get a second job maybe even a third to help pay for it but in the long run I think it will help me become less depressed and open up my eyes to new things and new people instead of leaving me sitting at home hating myself for stupid reasons.
I have an all new outlook as of now, after loosing two very dear friends to unforeseen reasons, that life is too short to waste time dwelling on my insecurities and pain. I need to move forward and make myself happy before I do something truly stupid and let down the ones I love most. ( you know who you are for you have touched my heart so much) I love you all and I thank you if you have sat and read all of my blabbering OTL
Much love and respect,
Cassie <3
PS: I want to try to make blogs to keep in touch with my friends on a more personal level where they can pm me questions and I will create a blog to answer them all so my friends can learn all about me and I also want to try to give advice and help others out as much as I can. Even giving art lessons *pokes my best friend Lee* Unfortunately he won't see this joke (thank goodness) because he's not on rpr XD
Okay I think I'm officially done with my crazy blabbering and I will leave you all alone for today ^^ come talk to me if you'd like~ I don't bite!
Now for some cute and beautiful pictures from that awesome site, TUMBLR XD ( I'm not addicted)
This last one means so much to me on so many levels.
I love you all who are living in heaven and watching over me and my family and friends.
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