Kind of personal, you guys really don't have to read

So ice never really told anyone this but almost every night I get in this awful mood. There's only a few exceptions when I'm not~ and I just start crying. I don't know why. I can't even place one thing that's wrong. I'm laying there, crying as quietly as I can, and I just feel done. I can't stop it. I try and I try but I can't stop it myself. Only a few outside sources can help. But I guess the point of this is.. if I suddenly stop talking to you at night but I'm not sleep yet, I probably don't want to ruin your mood. And to those few who can help. Thank you. I doubt you'll comment on this because you usually don't anymore. You might not even see it. But still.. thanks for making some of my nights a little better. If only it lasted the whole night or longer, and I can't wait till it does.